Tuesday, March 4, 2014

The Girl That No One Sees

The girl that no one sees hides behind a happy, pulled together, and determined person
but behind it all is a very lost, confused, and a girl who is falling apart
The girl that no one sees has been hurt deeply by someone who was once very close to her
the person has no idea the things she has put her through and continues to do
The girl that no one sees is so scared of her future that she dreads the months to come
she fears that everything will come crashing down around her
The girl that no one sees is lonely even with people around her
she tries to fit in and be happy but it is hard and she withdraws from people
The girl that no one sees cries herself to sleep every night for reasons she herself cant even begin to explain.
She doesn't like to try to explain her problems because it is a sign of weakness
The girl that no one sees struggles with self esteem and has a hard time viewing herself as someone of value and worth
she has a hard time seeing the good things but has no problem seeing the bad
The girl that no one sees tries so hard to be someone that someone will love but falls short daily
how can someone love someone who cant love themselves first
The girl that no one sees tries to be a good friend
but finds herself failing at that daily
The girl that no one sees wants to be appreciated for things that people notice and not pushed aside
she gets taken advantage of by many but cat stand up for herself for fear of being disliked
The girl that no one sees feels unworthy
she cant see how things can ever be ok again


but the girl that no one sees has a heart full of love that she loves to share
she is a friend that some may take for granted but she is faithful and always will be
she keeps secrets and loves unconditionally
she cries but pushes through the pain
she is weak but she doesn't show it
she is stubborn because she cant quit
she strives for perfection so she doesn't let others down
she never says no because to her it shows a lack of generosity
she loves God and people test her faith daily
she is lost and is waiting to be found
she will fight because that is all she has left
she is on the verge of quitting but she will let too many people down


The girl that no one sees has feelings and knows pain


The girl that no one sees is me.....