First, I have realized that it's kinda nice to not be in school and doing homework. I have been doing it for so long it almost seemed like the norm. I have also realized that road blocks and bumps in the road are still just as annoying as before yet somehow it's true what they say "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." I have been learning more that relying on God and not myself is way more effective and the amount of worry that comes with that is way less.
Many things have happened this semester that have tested me to my limits and have really shown me that not everyone is meant to be your friend. I've always been a people pleaser and I always want to be on people's good side. I have learned that sometimes people are just mean and they will do anything they can for their benefit regardless of how it destroys others reputation, careers, and life. I've had to learn that I can't fix everything and that I need to let go and let God.
Throughout this year I have made the most amazing friends that have shown me what a friendship can be like and hey, who knew they could teach me things that as hard of lessons they were that everything will be ok?
I've been extremely blessed to get to work with a group of teachers and interpreters that are some of the best. I mean their passion and drive is so amazing and I have learned so much from them.
So I guess it's as good of time as any to say that I will officially start teaching in the fall at Smylie Wilson middle school. People always ask me how I feel about this and I have come to the conclusion that as scared and terrified as I am there is a reason for me being placed here and I will do my best to do what's best for my kids, and hey I've learned from the BEST!
I've learned this semester that work isn't everything that God is and if I put my faith in him everything else just works itself out. I had to constantly be reminded of that a lot, but I know that I'm stronger because of this semester!
So my shout out to these lovely ladies! LB! You have been the best mentor. You have taught me things that I could have never learned from a text book. You have become one of my good friends and I am so incredibly thankful for you. I am still trying to figure out how you put up with all of the tears... But you are truly one of a kind and I'm so thankful for you!
My Ramirez! Yeah words can't even express how much she has done for me and taught me. She was always my voice of reason and the no sugar coating it one. To say I wouldn't have made it through this semester without her is soooo true! The fun we had together was crazy and there never was a dull moment for sure! Who else could I really sing Kitty High five with? (youtube it...it was our favorite thing to do during a brain break in class.)
Sylvia! I miss our morning chats and laughs! I was always ready for the day after our morning laughing sessions!! I will miss that the most!! Chi Chi always kept it real!!!
And my Trusty! You have been my venting buddy for the longest time and I am glad that this next year I have you!! Because you may be my source of sanity haha!!! Love me some trusty!!!
This year has been a year of growth and change for me but I love all that I have learned and the people I got to meet and work with! I am excited to finally spread my wings and see what adventure lies before me.
More to come this summer as life has slowed down a lot!!
